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Kevin D. Pelzer

Kevin D. Pelzer is a Death row inmate.
He is seeking some one that has it in there heart to aimless scribble...

Please write to him at:

Kevin D. Pelzer
#BC-9251
SCI Grene DR
175 Progess Drive
Wanesburg, PA
15370
USA

Mail: bulletproofluv4kdp@hotmail.com / Facebook
 

An Angel's Doodlin'

I often think
about all the lies
all the broken promises
the I'm gonna write you
the I'm come see you
the I'm send some photo's
and I.... and I
still love you
then I think of
the condemned in the cell
right next to me
once a week without fail
he gets a letter
from his Grandmomma that raised him
she's all of 90-plus years old
and for 25-years
she doodles for her Grandbaby
it's all the mail he ever gets
she's all the love
he has ever known
she never learnt to read
never learnt to write
she's too old to make long trip
all the way up these hills
for a visit
prison collect calls
cost to damn much
so once a week she
scribbles aimlessly for her Grandbaby
he is all she got
her love is the only love
he has ever know
he has very little
the only one of us here
with a TV that's black and white
'cause his money ain't right
but in his cell
he got a box full of love
25-years worth
of Grandmamma's aimless scribblings
for all he don't have
I have ever less
my life is full of
broken promises
the I'm gonna write you
the I'm come see you
the I'm send some photo's
and I... and I
still love you
hodgepodge of lies
to a man doncemned to die

Interview with a condemned

Personality:
Name: Kevin D. Pelzer #BC-9251
Age: 39
Race: Black
Sex: Male
How long on Death Row: Since age 18-years old

1: Question: Where were you born and raised?

Answer: I was born in Philadelphia Penna.

2: Question: Will you share with us what it was like for you growing up? (Did you have a pet, a favorite game, hiding place, or favorite toy? Were you raised by both parents, a single parent or relative?)

Answer: It may surprise many people but I had a good childhood. I come from a real hard working family. I always had a roof to sleep under and food to eat. The largest problem that I had was not being able to read and write. Everyone else in my family work as educators and could not understand why I was not like them. So I got into a lot of trouble with them. Most of them thought that I was not trying hard enough. It was not until much later (while on death row) that it was discovered that I had dyslexia. For most part I was raised by my mom.

3: Question: Do you have a favorite childhood memory? If so, what is it?

Answer: I would have to say that, the best childhood memory that I have is one in the same as what I miss most now! That is being with my family. It is not anything in this world like being in a house full of family for a 'get-to-gether'. When our family got together it was just like that movie "Soul Food."

4: Question: Did you like school? If so, share with us your favorite memory from your school years.

Answer: The only thing I liked about school was sports. Because of my dyslexia I always got into trouble. But sports, this was the only thing that I loved about school.

5: Question: What person or event impacted you most as a child?

Answer: It would have to be my Grandmother. She was some-kind of special. Once when I was little, I went to a funeral with Nanny and every one was crying and 'carrying on' but Nanny and I. I turned to her and asked why was this and she told me the most profound thing I have ever heard in my life! She told me, "the reason that all the other people was making a fool of themselves was all them folks had did the dead wrong when they was alive and now the time has run out to make right with the "departed." Even at a young age I understood this --- and never do I find myself 'making a fool' of myself when a beloved pass.

6: Question: What hobbies or activities did you participate in while growing up, e.g. scouting, sports, etc.

Answer: it was not to many sports that I did not play as a child. Back in the 'hood' you play what is at hand. And if it was nothing to play we made up a game/sport.

7: Question: What was your first job? Please describe your  duties/responsibilities and whether or not you liked the job.

Answer: I have never worked at a job that I did not love. My first job was lawn care for my neighbors. That and snow removal. When I think back today on how much money I was making from just cutting grass and removing snow it is mind blowing. In the summer I prayed the grass would grow fast and long. And in the winter I prayed that it snowed so hard that school would have to close down and I could go make money removing snow from walk way all day. Most of the money that I made, I gave to my Mom who told me that she would 'put it up' for me. I wonder as I answer this question, if or not she still has the money I gave her 'put up for me'? If she do, I am really-really rich and don't even know it.

8: Question: As a child or teenager, what did you want to do when you grew up? Why?

Answer: I always wanted to drive big trucks. I don't know!, I still hold on to that childhood dream. What is more beautiful the the open road?

9: Question: Do you have a favorite movie or book? Please elaborate.

Answer: It would be hard for me to name one book or movie that I love most. In the last 15 years I have read thousands of books. Mostly 'romance' a time or two I have been know to read three books in one day cover to cover. I would also like to point out that I love a good book over a good movie.

10: Question: Where was the most beautiful or special place that you can remember having visited? Please describe it.

Answer: The birth of my first child. having your first child changes a man if he allow himself to see the true beauty.

11: Question: What is the funniest thing that ever happened to you?

Answer: Seeing my mom change a flat tire at road side, on her car, dressed in her Sunday best. It was both funny and beautiful.

12: Question: What job or occupation did you have prior to your incarceration? Were you employed at the time of your arrest?

Answer: Yes. I was working as a car mechanic and I had a partnership in cleaning office buildings in down town Philadelphia.

13: Question: Were you involved with drugs or alcohol prior to your incarceration? If so, please share the effects this had on your life.

Answer: I would call myself a weekend party person. I did like to get together with friends and have a little party on friday nights. I think most black folks party at this time, it's like saying, 'I made it yet another week'. I didn't like to go to parties at clubs. Just get together at home. It was my way of thinking that you was always safe at home and it was nothing but trouble at the clubs.

14: Question: What do you miss most about the outside world and why?

Answer: Being that came here at such a young age, it is so much that I miss. I miss being hugged by my mom. Seeing a child take it's first step. I have been in a single cell alone living DEATH. I don't even know how to place a call using a cell-phone. Let alone log on to a computer.

15: Question: What is the one thing you regret most?

Answer: Believing in true justice.

16: Question: Do you have any strong spiritual or religious beliefs? If so do they influence how you view the future?

Answer: Yes.

17: Question: How important is it for you to have contact with your family, friends and/or the outside world? Please elaborate.

Answer: Without the love of friends, family and pen friends, I would of long ago ended this slow death. People on the outside don't even look for the mail man every day. here, a single post card can change the face of the day. A letter can make summer flowers bloom in the heart of winter.

18: Question: Do you remember your first thoughts when hearing the jury’s verdict of death as your sentence? Will you share this experience with us, e.g. your thoughts, feelings, reactions?

Answer: I wanted to cry --- but I did not. In my heart I knew what I did and did not do. So I stood strong and tall knowing that one day I would overturn the sentence of death.

19: Question: What is a typical day like for you on death row?

Answer: I live everyday waiting for mid evening when mail is delivered. Hoping and praying that someone will send me a life line... to make them summer flowers bloom in the heart of winter that is this DEATH.

20: Question: Do you feel that capital punishment serves as a deterrent? Yes/No Please elaborate on your answer.

Answer: Most poor balck men don't even fully understand what capital punishment is? Now how crazy is that. I have talked to many that ask questions like, "so this mean you are going to be killed?" if one do not fully understand 'capital punishment'how can it be a deterrent (thought) in ones mind before going out and doing a crime? Plus! Now this is a big plus. On Death Row here it is over 200 inmates sentence to die. Not one of them is rich. Any one with the money to pay for a good lawyer does not end up here on the row.

21: Question: If you could change one thing in the world today, what would it be and why?

Answer: Foolish young poor black kids doing foolish black-on-black crimes then standing before a judge too foolish to defend his/her foolishness.

22: Question: If you could go back in time, where and to what date would you travel and why?

Answer: I would love to go back to when I was a baby asleep on my Momma's breast. Sleep and dreaming that the world was safe, warm and beautiful.

23: Question: What has been the most important and life-altering event you have experienced?

Answer: I was ran over by a truck when I was little and believed that I was going to die. It changed my life. Also when I taught myself to read and write right here in this Death Row cell. Who knew the power of words?

24: Question: What is the most important thing that you want our visitors to know about you?

Answer: That if you live in the U.S.A. and your not of the rich, that you too can be just one step away fromthis here hell. Here in this hell believing in the power and love of mail-call sometimes even more then you do in God.

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